Post by theprincess on Oct 17, 2014 2:42:07 GMT -7
Hi,
I'm fairly new to forums and if have posted in other forums my posts have got lost in ether *que the violins*
Anyway my name is hollie I'm 27. Recently been re diagnosed with depression and also apparently I have anxiety problems which have stemmed from childhood. Uk currently signed off work as I do a stressful job,with long hours and I need high levels of concentration which I don't currently have (damn depression)
The long and short of it is as I say anxiety has been in my like since I was child. The depression started around 17 but I ignored however it came to a head around 23 when I was forced in to a marriage I didn't want and had to move to the other end of the UK. I was in a sexually and emotionally abusive relationship. Thankfully I walked away and met a new partner who trier everything to build up my self esteem but sadly to no avail!
The last few months my depression has crept up and up the doc prescribed me new meds and I'm awaiting cbt. Sadly my relationship fell apart
? and now everything has gone down the pan, I don't want to go out, I don't even want to get out of bed,I used to run I don't want to do that anymore. I've started self harming which I would never have done before and I don't even know why.
So on top of being recently left heartbroken I now have to face finding somewhere to live and living alone petrifies me? as well as everything else going on!
Sorry to go on I'm hoping to find solace in the group x
I'm fairly new to forums and if have posted in other forums my posts have got lost in ether *que the violins*
Anyway my name is hollie I'm 27. Recently been re diagnosed with depression and also apparently I have anxiety problems which have stemmed from childhood. Uk currently signed off work as I do a stressful job,with long hours and I need high levels of concentration which I don't currently have (damn depression)
The long and short of it is as I say anxiety has been in my like since I was child. The depression started around 17 but I ignored however it came to a head around 23 when I was forced in to a marriage I didn't want and had to move to the other end of the UK. I was in a sexually and emotionally abusive relationship. Thankfully I walked away and met a new partner who trier everything to build up my self esteem but sadly to no avail!
The last few months my depression has crept up and up the doc prescribed me new meds and I'm awaiting cbt. Sadly my relationship fell apart
? and now everything has gone down the pan, I don't want to go out, I don't even want to get out of bed,I used to run I don't want to do that anymore. I've started self harming which I would never have done before and I don't even know why.So on top of being recently left heartbroken I now have to face finding somewhere to live and living alone petrifies me
? as well as everything else going on! Sorry to go on I'm hoping to find solace in the group x
