Post by nicky on Mar 3, 2014 6:18:55 GMT -7
I didn't know where to turn or who to talk to so I searched out a forum...maybe clarifying my feelings will help.
I'm extremely anxious and feel at an all-time low.
I stupidly gave money to someone because I thought he was serious and he turned around and called me ugly literally right after he received it. It hurt. I cared about him and I just feel like a fool...and ugly(even tho I know I'm not) words sting...I feel like I've been betrayed.
To top it off, I think the guy has been stalking me because I've been getting weird messages and phone calls from strange people that always lead to google voice.
I feel so vulnerable right now and humiliated...and frightened.
To top it off...my daughter hasn't been very nice to me and very hateful towards me. She hasn't been wanting to do her homework and lies to me about her school work. If I nag her about it she just runs to her dad and talks bad about me(which he laps it up because he hates my guts).
I don't understand why I'm getting so much crap.
My boyfriend is out of state right now and he's my only rock.
I guess I just have to bide my time for 4 more days but it's been hard.
I've been crying a lot and I feel panicky.
I just feel like giving up.
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