Post by liam on Nov 4, 2013 11:47:48 GMT -7
well my Ex girlfriend, who is now my best mate came up this weekend, and things were going so well until Saturday night...
basically her boyfriend was being a bit of an arse so I was cheering her up/ trying to but somehow (I got so drunk I cant remember much) we started fighting, and I ended up threating to stab myself, I don't know why I did but it is THE worst thing I have ever done.. she then stormed out but not before taking my blade...
I managed to apologise but im not sure she like's me that much anymore, but I wish I could take it all back im feel so bad for what I have done to her, and how im afraid that she is hurtin' really bad, and I don't want to to become depressed
I just don't know what to do, I really don't....
I still don't know where she put my blades but im glad she took them, all I want to do is hurt myself...
basically her boyfriend was being a bit of an arse so I was cheering her up/ trying to but somehow (I got so drunk I cant remember much) we started fighting, and I ended up threating to stab myself, I don't know why I did but it is THE worst thing I have ever done.. she then stormed out but not before taking my blade...
I managed to apologise but im not sure she like's me that much anymore, but I wish I could take it all back im feel so bad for what I have done to her, and how im afraid that she is hurtin' really bad, and I don't want to to become depressed
I just don't know what to do, I really don't....I still don't know where she put my blades but im glad she took them, all I want to do is hurt myself...
Even though having that urge is frustrating as hell to deal with, I'm glad it's helping keep you safe right now. Big hugs to you. Hang in there!